You don't know whether the anonymous poster is or is not a tutor at Oxford or any other university. I am not that poster, but I agree with what he or she writes above.
I don't teach at Oxford, but I have taught there in the past, and at some other universities more recently (one good, one bad, one medium). I sometimes chat to people who are involved in admissions at Oxford and at KCL. It appears to me, that, if you present yourself in your applications to competitive universities (if you ever make such an application) as you present yourself in this forum, you might not impress those who make the admission decisions.
You don't appear to be a good listener, but listening is one of the ways by which we learn. Oxford is about reading, writing, talking, and listening. The law is the same.
You can't tell whether a dream is sent by whatever you consider God to be or caused by eating cheese. As noted above, dreams are just things which our subconscious minds throw at us. Walter Mitty had a lot of dreams.
OP, if you are still here, there is wise advice from Anon above. If you have a 7, there's probably not much point in trying again to get an 8 or a 9. In Blackjack terms, stand, don't hit, and wait to see what the Dealer has.