This probably is very niche and might not come with many answers, but I had initially planned to attend university in the UK earlier this year. My family is pretty financially stable, upper-middle class, so it wasn't going to be that big of an issue. However, due to some debates (potentially guilt-tripping) from my mom about leaving home and going far away, I ended up feeling guilty about it and not going.
I'm now in my first semester of community college and set up to attend for two years (which I was initially heavily against, wanting to attend a 4-year) since it's cheaper to get my GED out of the way and it opens my doors to different possibilities for transferring to institutions in the US. However, it's been making me depressed that I haven't gone through with my initial decision to attend university in the UK and I've contemplated reapplying even if it means starting from scratch, I'll in a place that I actually want to be. I'm unsure if it's better to submit my applications now so that I can attend in 2025 and be sort of on-track with everyone else my age (UK-wise) or wait two years so that I can cement my college GPA and strengthen my letters of recommendation since I don't know anyone at this school.