I've just started year 12, doing A-Levels in French, History and English Literature, however after doing a few lessons and seeing
the critical anthologies, past papers and model responses for English Literature, I'm feeling quite unsure. I got an 8 at gcse and I only really took it because I am good at it and have always found it relatively easy, however, after being in the classes and looking at the homework I am extremely skeptical, I know at a level you need to be properly invested in a subject so I am really requisitioning everything after doing it for about a week and I'm not feeling too interested. A part of me is saying that I'm just getting a sudden flash of insecurity and I should persist for a bit longer, see if it gets better.
Before in year 11, I felt that I would like to take a science a level, and the one that looked most appealing to me was physics, because I find it the most interesting and I always had a natural talent for understanding concepts and remembering facts, however I thought this was just a pipe dream is I would always get low marks, but afterwards, I found out that in order to make us revise harder, they would on purpose give us very difficult questions and mark us down. This demotivated me so much, and accompanied with bad mental health at the time, so I did no work throughout year 10 and 11, I couldn't reason as to why I was in set 1 and was allowed to do triple, I just couldn't figure out why.
In all the mock exams I had gotten a 5 in higher physics and I had taken it as I given as I had done no work and had never gotten marks that I thought were "good", so I had never properly considered taking it for a level as a serious idea, even though I liked it. However it came to results day and I got a 7! ( paper 1 71/100, paper 2 53/100) I was extremely happy with this as I thought I would get a 5 or worse! Finally it all made sense why I was in set 1 and why my teacher and my tutor were telling me that I was capable of taking science a level, I had never believed them because my mock marks were so "bad".
I have been thinking therefore that I should potentially do an a level in physics instead of English literature.
I do have one possible dilemma though, my maths grade was a 6 (but 5 marks off a 7), but at my school you need a 7 to take physics.
my questions are:
- is it still possible to do well in A level physics with a 6 in maths and a 7 in physics?
- is switching out of English literature a good idea?
- if I end up taking a level physics, as someone who could defo improve maths skills, what resources are there?
- if I am not taking A level maths, will it be a problem? (my school do not require this)
- what physics non fiction books, tv shows/films and podcasts are recommended (just for gaining a greater interest in the subject)