hi,
i hope everyone’s well.
i was a medicine applicant for 2024 uni entry, but unfortunately received no interviews, no offers and missed my grades to reapply for the next cycle. it’s been very difficult to process this, i feel ashamed and angry at myself since grades were the one part of my application i felt most confident on, and after achieving all 8s and 9s at GCSE, and 3A*s 1A predicted, i really feel like i am capable of doing so so much better.
i have decided after much deliberation, that i will be retaking both OCR A Biology and OCR A Chemistry A-Level, i think i’m going to leave my other 2 subjects, as i achieved grade As in both of them. i am currently revising for my UCAT again for the second time as my exam is coming up soon. i do struggle with my mental health, so this whole period has been really isolating and exhausting. i have made the decision to not go back to school to retake my exams, since i don’t feel the most comfortable going back, and i also would prefer to sit my exams without anyone knowing, not even out of embarrassment, just want to keep certain stuff private you know? i know it’s literally 5x more expensive to sit the exams externally, but i am willing to pay for my comfort and peace of mind.
i know some unis that will accept my current grades, but i feel like i have a better chance of getting into medical school through resitting. i will try and apply at the unis that accept lower grades, since my offer would then be unconditional, and while this is most ideal, my self esteem is leaning more towards just taking my A-Levels again even if i get in with my current grades, so that i can prove to myself that i am A* worthy.
i’m also going to stay anonymous on here if that’s okay. just making this post so that we can build a community and work together to achieve what we knew we were capable of on the first sitting. it will be very hard and frustrating, but i know i can do it. if anyone could redirect me to a thread with current post-year 13s retaking exams please could i have the link
thank you for reading!