i've been feeling really weird the past few days, and i don't really know what to do about it? i don't really know how else to describe it other than being 'off'. it feels like i'm a different person entirely to how i usually am; or that i'm, like, not really here at all. it feels like i'm watching someone else do everything in my own body or something like that, and my memory (which is usually pretty bad to begin with) has been really awful lately. nothing really feels real right now.
...it sounds pretty bad when i write it down, but it's a good thing i can pick it out and say 'this is wrong' in the first place, right? that's what i'm telling myself anyway, LOL.
i don't think i've ever felt like this before, but if i have i doubt i'd be able to remember it in the first place, you know? if it's anything of note i have autism & spld, and last year me and my counsellor were discussing the possibility of me having sad. i'm seventeen, my period might be coming up in the next two weeks. can any of those things be the reason i'm like this right now??
even as i'm writing this it feels really weird. i don't know if i'm just, like, overexaggerating, or if this is a Thing i need to be worried about, but it just doesn't feel like i'm me. at all. i don't type like this.
is there anything i can do to fix this?? i'm worried it will get worse or i'll be stuck like this forever.