Chubby girl afraid to start college

So I'm 35 mexican 5'6 256 pounds an honestly I'm freaking out about going back to school . I'm pretty ,but with anxiety and depression I know I have gained allot of weight. I had a bad break up two years ago after 9 years, I was devastated....even though I'm the one that left. I wasn't feeling loved or appreciated, he put me down about my weight allot. I honestly expected him to fight for me ,change,but he didn't. He jus moved on .started drinking buying prostitutes and doing Cocain . Now he has someone new ,she moved in with him last month. I've been trying to heal but I guess it's easier said then done really. I'm going to start college in January an I'm jus wondering if anyone can tell me if some guys in college may still find someone my age an weight still attractive 😅 it stupid I know . But I'm so nervous 😓 I loved myself up until he made me hate my body . An now I'm so self conscious

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unharmed-profess

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Why are you afraid about what others think of you, it kinda sounds like your going to college to impress ppl instead of studying.

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sal0667

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Original post by Donnahernandez

So I'm 35 mexican 5'6 256 pounds an honestly I'm freaking out about going back to school . I'm pretty ,but with anxiety and depression I know I have gained allot of weight. I had a bad break up two years ago after 9 years, I was devastated....even though I'm the one that left. I wasn't feeling loved or appreciated, he put me down about my weight allot. I honestly expected him to fight for me ,change,but he didn't. He jus moved on .started drinking buying prostitutes and doing Cocain . Now he has someone new ,she moved in with him last month. I've been trying to heal but I guess it's easier said then done really. I'm going to start college in January an I'm jus wondering if anyone can tell me if some guys in college may still find someone my age an weight still attractive 😅 it stupid I know . But I'm so nervous 😓 I loved myself up until he made me hate my body . An now I'm so self conscious

Girly he is clearly ugly from inside and outside , I mean he commented about your weight which shows how much of a bad person he is . But it’s good that you left him , making comments about your weight like that , smh you deserve so much better ! And for the college thing , just remember why you’re there for ! And when your focussed on education than actively seeing if guys find your attractive or not , some one will definitely come your way! I don’t know you personally obviously but every time a thought about that ex comes in your mind think about what he has done ( commenting about your weight when he should worry about his own ) and remember that your much better than him and you deserve better !

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