If you used Clearing in 2024, how did you find it?

i dont know who i am anymore

i used to have so many aspects to my personality, so many interests, i loved life and i was full of happiness and love and i loved doing all my hobbies, i drew i wrote i made music i cosplayed, but my parents hate it. after the past four years of backhanded comments and weird looks im left as a shell of a person with no personality and honestly, im a chav. i was finding myself, i was three years into transitioning ftm, i was with the love of my life, but after three years in that relationship i detransitioned because of my parents and lost that relationship that i never feel like i can find again. im basic, i have no hobbies, and nothing can give me life any more. i like a girl in my school, shes bi, but if my parents even found out i was friends with a bi girl they would call me an attention seeker. they blame everything that happened to me in my life on my sexual preference and on the fact im a bit weird (bpd and adhd) this had no purpose it was just a vent. i hope to move out when im 18 (1 1/2 years) and find myself again.