Yes, it's me again. I'm vaguely thinking of getting help to quit drinking. I don't drink like a crazy amount but I definitely drink way more than is healthy (probably like 8 units a day) and when I try to quit I usually last about 2 days to maybe a week if I really try but I definitely think about and crave alcohol the whole time I am sober. But the thought of speaking to anyone about it just really makes me cringe and want to throw up. And I've also had a lot of issues with doctors not taking me seriously when I try to speak to them about real health issues so no reason to believe this would be any different. Also can't get mental health support through uni as I'm ob my year abroad at the minute. I'm obviously aware I can't go on like this indefinitely. I just don't know who to speak to about it.