finding myself: growth, discovery and healing 🧘🏾*♀️🎀🫧
hello ☀️
I go by ‘bee’ here, i just really wanted a place to give life updates and keep track of it too as I’m wanting to start becoming the best version of myself ⭐️
I love who I am, I just feel like I don’t know who I am and I’m going to do everything possible to discover who I am and who I want to bee (pun intended) 🐝
This gyg will include life updates, little and huge goals i intend to accomplish, my ups and downs in life and how I’m feeling 🌼
about me:
I like to write, read, listen to music, and enjoy nature. I’m 15 years old, live in Scotland and currently studying for my highers I have a dream to go to uni away from home and get my independence and actually start living my life 🐣
I feel like i’ve spent most of my life waiting to live and that needs to stop. Hope you guys enjoy my silly little updates that’s all from me for now 💛
if you’d like to see my school journey in detail here it is: https://www.thestudentroom.co.uk/showthread.php?t=7524842
I go by ‘bee’ here, i just really wanted a place to give life updates and keep track of it too as I’m wanting to start becoming the best version of myself ⭐️
I love who I am, I just feel like I don’t know who I am and I’m going to do everything possible to discover who I am and who I want to bee (pun intended) 🐝
This gyg will include life updates, little and huge goals i intend to accomplish, my ups and downs in life and how I’m feeling 🌼
about me:
I like to write, read, listen to music, and enjoy nature. I’m 15 years old, live in Scotland and currently studying for my highers I have a dream to go to uni away from home and get my independence and actually start living my life 🐣
I feel like i’ve spent most of my life waiting to live and that needs to stop. Hope you guys enjoy my silly little updates that’s all from me for now 💛
if you’d like to see my school journey in detail here it is: https://www.thestudentroom.co.uk/showthread.php?t=7524842
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Hello Bee! I'll watch this thread 
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by iL1LHello Bee! I'll watch this thread
appreciate this so much, nice to meet you
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by beestudiesappreciate this so much, nice to meet you
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by beestudieshello ☀️
I go by ‘bee’ here, i just really wanted a place to give life updates and keep track of it too as I’m wanting to start becoming the best version of myself ⭐️
I love who I am, I just feel like I don’t know who I am and I’m going to do everything possible to discover who I am and who I want to bee (pun intended) 🐝
This gyg will include life updates, little and huge goals i intend to accomplish, my ups and downs in life and how I’m feeling 🌼
about me:
I like to write, read, listen to music, and enjoy nature. I’m 15 years old, live in Scotland and currently studying for my highers I have a dream to go to uni away from home and get my independence and actually start living my life 🐣
I feel like i’ve spent most of my life waiting to live and that needs to stop. Hope you guys enjoy my silly little updates that’s all from me for now 💛
if you’d like to see my school journey in detail here it is: https://www.thestudentroom.co.uk/showthread.php?t=7524842
I go by ‘bee’ here, i just really wanted a place to give life updates and keep track of it too as I’m wanting to start becoming the best version of myself ⭐️
I love who I am, I just feel like I don’t know who I am and I’m going to do everything possible to discover who I am and who I want to bee (pun intended) 🐝
This gyg will include life updates, little and huge goals i intend to accomplish, my ups and downs in life and how I’m feeling 🌼
about me:
I like to write, read, listen to music, and enjoy nature. I’m 15 years old, live in Scotland and currently studying for my highers I have a dream to go to uni away from home and get my independence and actually start living my life 🐣
I feel like i’ve spent most of my life waiting to live and that needs to stop. Hope you guys enjoy my silly little updates that’s all from me for now 💛
if you’d like to see my school journey in detail here it is: https://www.thestudentroom.co.uk/showthread.php?t=7524842
I love this
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by mia66688I love this
thank you
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hi guys 💓
Thought it was time for a little life update 🤗
25/09/2024 🌺
I slept quite late last night and had trouble as i wanted more sleep and it was so cold, I really didn’t want to get up. I did get up eventually and tried to get ready for school but i ended up being quite late oopsie, I’m going to try to be sleeping earlier from now on. Hopefully that goes to plan.
I had quite a normal day today, i won’t dive to deep into my school subjects rather my school life, I found myself relating to ‘pretty isn’t pretty’ by Olivia Rodrigo deeply for the official first time ever. I don’t think that i lack beauty but it’s weird, i feel like i always look the same no matter what i do and that makeup looks weird on me and its so annoying cause I find my face boring without it. Maybe it’s just the way i do it. I literally see beauty in everyone but myself.
Okay enough rambling about that, let’s get to the brighter side
I’m going on a school trip to edinburgh to visit yhe scottish parliament which I would be very excited for but I have to be at school at 7:30, I can’t even get to school at 8:30
Anddd my uncle is getting married on Friday so i’ll be going to his wedding yayy, I have my dress and shoes and everything. I need to start packing now 🌷
overall happiness : 6.5/10 🙃
Thought it was time for a little life update 🤗
25/09/2024 🌺
I slept quite late last night and had trouble as i wanted more sleep and it was so cold, I really didn’t want to get up. I did get up eventually and tried to get ready for school but i ended up being quite late oopsie, I’m going to try to be sleeping earlier from now on. Hopefully that goes to plan.
I had quite a normal day today, i won’t dive to deep into my school subjects rather my school life, I found myself relating to ‘pretty isn’t pretty’ by Olivia Rodrigo deeply for the official first time ever. I don’t think that i lack beauty but it’s weird, i feel like i always look the same no matter what i do and that makeup looks weird on me and its so annoying cause I find my face boring without it. Maybe it’s just the way i do it. I literally see beauty in everyone but myself.
Okay enough rambling about that, let’s get to the brighter side
I’m going on a school trip to edinburgh to visit yhe scottish parliament which I would be very excited for but I have to be at school at 7:30, I can’t even get to school at 8:30
Anddd my uncle is getting married on Friday so i’ll be going to his wedding yayy, I have my dress and shoes and everything. I need to start packing now 🌷
overall happiness : 6.5/10 🙃
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gonna start making an autumn playlist to get me through the bus ride to edinburgh 🍂
Reply 8
Hey Bee! This is such a cool idea for the blog and i hope you enjoy the wedding <3
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update 02: friday 27th february
wedding day
It’s 2am and i’ve finally settled into my hotel room after a long journey. I love hotels. I had a really long day yesterday with the trip and everything but atleast i got to miss school and the scottish parliament was honestly so cool I loved it. The wedding is in 11 hours and Im so excited i want to sleep in my dress, but i won’t ofc
It’s been so long since i’ve been to a wedding and i honestly just want to meet my new aunt and eat loads of food. I’m probs gonna try and get some sleep but if i can’t i’ll just watch tiktok till i do. No school for me tmrw hehehehe
feeling quite hungry and excited
happiness: 8/10 ☺️
wedding day
It’s 2am and i’ve finally settled into my hotel room after a long journey. I love hotels. I had a really long day yesterday with the trip and everything but atleast i got to miss school and the scottish parliament was honestly so cool I loved it. The wedding is in 11 hours and Im so excited i want to sleep in my dress, but i won’t ofc
It’s been so long since i’ve been to a wedding and i honestly just want to meet my new aunt and eat loads of food. I’m probs gonna try and get some sleep but if i can’t i’ll just watch tiktok till i do. No school for me tmrw hehehehe
feeling quite hungry and excited
happiness: 8/10 ☺️
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by Maximum-tragedyHey Bee! This is such a cool idea for the blog and i hope you enjoy the wedding <3
thank you so so much this means a lot
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“October is about trees revealing colours they’ve hidden all year, people have an October too”
happy october everyone 🎃
It’s 1st of October and now don’t get me wrong i love this month, the air is crisp and fall has almost quite settled in and most of us are half way through our annual gilmore girls rewatch. The only thing is this is also the start of my seasonal depression that lasts until the middle of spring. I start questioning everything about my life and have mental breakdowns. Welcome to the life of an overthinker. Hopefully this time i’ll be able to overcome it or at least minimise it 🍁
here’s this months in and out:
ins
outs
okay that’s all for today
ily. bye.
🧡🧡
happy october everyone 🎃
It’s 1st of October and now don’t get me wrong i love this month, the air is crisp and fall has almost quite settled in and most of us are half way through our annual gilmore girls rewatch. The only thing is this is also the start of my seasonal depression that lasts until the middle of spring. I start questioning everything about my life and have mental breakdowns. Welcome to the life of an overthinker. Hopefully this time i’ll be able to overcome it or at least minimise it 🍁
here’s this months in and out:
ins
•
daily bible reading
•
early mornings (nothing later than 6:30am)
•
crocheting
•
oatmeal for breakfast
•
gratefulness
•
podcasts
•
drinking water
•
afternoon naps
•
less screen time
•
over sharing
•
situationships
•
victim mentality
•
procrastination
•
impulse buying
•
caring what others think
ily. bye.
🧡🧡
(edited 1 year ago)
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by beestudies“October is about trees revealing colours they’ve hidden all year, people have an October too”
happy october everyone 🎃
It’s 1st of October and now don’t get me wrong i love this month, the air is crisp and fall has almost quite settled in and most of us are half way through our annual gilmore girls rewatch. The only thing is this is also the start of my seasonal depression that lasts until the middle of spring. I start questioning everything about my life and have mental breakdowns. Welcome to the life of an overthinker. Hopefully this time i’ll be able to overcome it or at least minimise it 🍁
here’s this months in and out:
ins
outs
okay that’s all for today
ily. bye.
🧡🧡
happy october everyone 🎃
It’s 1st of October and now don’t get me wrong i love this month, the air is crisp and fall has almost quite settled in and most of us are half way through our annual gilmore girls rewatch. The only thing is this is also the start of my seasonal depression that lasts until the middle of spring. I start questioning everything about my life and have mental breakdowns. Welcome to the life of an overthinker. Hopefully this time i’ll be able to overcome it or at least minimise it 🍁
here’s this months in and out:
ins
•
daily bible reading
•
early mornings (nothing later than 6:30am)
•
crocheting
•
oatmeal for breakfast
•
gratefulness
•
podcasts
•
drinking water
•
afternoon naps
•
less screen time
•
over sharing
•
situationships
•
victim mentality
•
procrastination
•
impulse buying
•
caring what others think
ily. bye.
🧡🧡
These sound like some really good targets for this month so I hope you succeed and that the seasonal depression doesn't hit too hard <3
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by Maximum-tragedyThese sound like some really good targets for this month so I hope you succeed and that the seasonal depression doesn't hit too hard <3
thank you sm, its acc not been hitting as much as it did last year so thats a start 🙂
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by beestudies“October is about trees revealing colours they’ve hidden all year, people have an October too”
happy october everyone 🎃
It’s 1st of October and now don’t get me wrong i love this month, the air is crisp and fall has almost quite settled in and most of us are half way through our annual gilmore girls rewatch. The only thing is this is also the start of my seasonal depression that lasts until the middle of spring. I start questioning everything about my life and have mental breakdowns. Welcome to the life of an overthinker. Hopefully this time i’ll be able to overcome it or at least minimise it 🍁
here’s this months in and out:
ins
outs
okay that’s all for today
ily. bye.
🧡🧡
happy october everyone 🎃
It’s 1st of October and now don’t get me wrong i love this month, the air is crisp and fall has almost quite settled in and most of us are half way through our annual gilmore girls rewatch. The only thing is this is also the start of my seasonal depression that lasts until the middle of spring. I start questioning everything about my life and have mental breakdowns. Welcome to the life of an overthinker. Hopefully this time i’ll be able to overcome it or at least minimise it 🍁
here’s this months in and out:
ins
•
daily bible reading
•
early mornings (nothing later than 6:30am)
•
crocheting
•
oatmeal for breakfast
•
gratefulness
•
podcasts
•
drinking water
•
afternoon naps
•
less screen time
•
over sharing
•
situationships
•
victim mentality
•
procrastination
•
impulse buying
•
caring what others think
ily. bye.
🧡🧡
week update 🌺
daily bible reading ❌
early mornings ✅
crocheting ❌
breakfast ❌
gratefulness (sort of)
podcasts ✅
drinking water (sort of)
afternoon naps ✅
less screen time (won’t really call almost 9 hours less it litro increased😭) ❌
Unfortunately, i have gone back to that one situationship, i still procrastinate, i do still have a victim mentality, i still let others thoughts control me and i have done a little bit of impulse buying. Sue me.
weeks happiness level: 4.5/10
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