Hey, I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. I was in a similar position, I received a PA offer and didn’t know what to do because of all the uncertainty. I ended up declining the offer, (also withdrew my QM application) and for now I think it was the best decision I could’ve done.
The course is such a huge financial commitment and everything is so wishy washy atm regarding the role, scope, job prospects, I just didn’t think it was worth it. I think what really solidified my decision was after speaking to 2 PA’s who recently graduated, and told me they still didn’t have a job after searching for 7-8 months. They were both also in a lot of debt because they took out a *private* loan to fund part of the course - this terrified me the most because that’s exactly what I was planning to do. I can’t imagine the amount of stress they (and other graduates) must be under, trying to figure out how to pay off the loans.
I ended up going for my backup option which was always Dietetics, applied for a fast track MSc which starts in Feb and got in. My plan for now is just to do the Dietetics course while keeping an eye on how things pan out with the whole PA situation. If things improve and I still want to be a PA, then I’ll just apply for the course in the future. If things don’t improve, then it’s not an issue since I’ll be qualified in something else I’m interested in.
There’s no rush to do the course *right now* and it’s not worth committing so much to a course without knowing what things will be like in the future. Furthermore the recent news about the RCGP’s stance on employing PA’s in a primary care setting isn’t promising at all and further reassured me that I’ve made the right decision for now.
I think you’re in a really good position atm, given that you haven’t paid any tuition fees yet. My advice is just have a good think about what you want, decide if the risk is worth it and try to speak to as many qualified PA’s as you can.
Hope this helps somewhat