I feel horrible and a failure

I feel like such a failure, well cos I am, i didnt do so well last year at uni so this year I have to retake a couple of modules, i was struggling but i really had no one to talk to abt it, other than that its just on me for procrastinating. ive started working much earlier this year to avoid a worse fate but i feel so behind and like a failure, idk how to stop feeling like trash, everyone else will be going ahead.. idek what to do i am trying my best to work hard but im in such a bad place mentally and physically

Please don’t be so hard on yourself. Everyone makes mistakes and faces setbacks. You’re not a failure for needing to retake some modules. In fact, it shows that you’re fixing your errors, which is not a sign of failure but of strength; that happens to many students. It’s great that you’re starting earlier this year and working harder. Don't forget to take breaks and just relax whenever you can. I am sure that you can do it. You are not a failure.