Breakup advice pls

Broke up with my boyfriend of a year this evening over the phone. I wasn’t expecting this right now at all, let alone for it to be over a phone call. All I feel right now is so much anger and hatred. Our relationship was quite rocky and to be honest he was a *****y boyfriend, but I guess I just got used to being treated like **** and not being cared about. He said some horrible things to me on the call tonight and I feel so angry. I’m not even angry at him, I’m angry with myself for putting up with his **** for so long despite everyone telling me that it wouldn’t work out. I don’t want to feel this anger towards myself or the situation. I‘ve accepted that he’s a piece of ****, but I feel like an absolute idiot for wasting my time on him, defending him to everyone in my life and letting myself be treated like that. I feel like I could’ve stopped myself from feeling like this if I just hadn’t have gone back to him and I think I’ll forever feel like this, I don’t know a way out of it

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Ciel.

better late than never. some life experiences are really *****y but they're still life experiences so maybe you'll know what to watch out for in your future relationships