tbh i am enjoying being in a college course
but the curriculum manager told me yesterday that she thinks it is best if instead i join the GAP course
tbh i dont feel comfortable with this i will miss most of the coursework in the course and my teacher might think in the corse i do atm
will think im trying to leave even though i dont want to
and the reaction of family members make me feel if i do GAP i will look bad for doing that