Hi everyone I’m a year 13 student. I’m currently very burnt out and stressed; the personal statement is not looking good.
I study Bio, Chem and EngLit (weird third choice I’m aware) and in the beginning of the year I loved biomedical sciences. However, I got sidetracked and too hopeful, and tried out medicine, and completely flipped the UCAT. My devotion into medicine in such a short period of time not only made me hapless, hopeless, and unable to choose what I want, but also, confused. I don’t know who I am or what capacity I have to be able to contribute efficiently in the medical field. What if I’m not good enough for excelling in university? I really liked the modules and theory and practical aspect of biomed, and I like the unis I’ve been to.
However, the employment rate, repetitiveness, and a really off putting experience I had when I went on a pathology lab tour is pushing me away. A lot of people say they regret this degree but they tend to be people that wanted to do medicine or dentistry anyway.
Furthermore, I’m starting to rethink who I am. I feel so alienated from all parts of me I’m not really sure what I am, am I creative? STEM minded? Or suited for a corporate job?
I have dabbled and lost parts of myself to each of these things and I’m average at best in all of them. It’s not too late but I have no idea what I wana do.
To all uni students or anyone with some insight,, what do I do? Take a gap year and “find myself” and what I like, or take a leap of faith and do it.