Ok so theres this Chemistry teacher, who is female (so am i) and i absolutely LOVE her. I think she is so cool and friendly and generally admire her. I feel a great connection between me and her and i genuinely feel we hav a lot in common. However, its started to escalate into a bit of an obsession - ill walk the long way round school just in case i "bang into her" or stay late after lessons so i can have a chat. She is so nice and to be honest i just want to be her "friend". i mean i know someone people may find that hard to understand but im truly obsessed. I think about when im next going to see her like 80% of the day. BUT im not gay, like im 99% sure of it - its totally platonic. So what im asking is whether this is "ok" to feel like this, or whether i must be confused or what!?
Any advice would be great