I was thinking the other day how happy I have been then suddenly these couple of days have been the worst for me. I literally feel like the worst you can feel. I haven’t been myself and I just feel alone and I feel like nobody loves me and cares about me and everyone hates me and finds me boring. I have had enough, the only change that has happened is that my sister has come to visit our family. That is all. I’m fine with her coming over that’s normal for me but I just feel so down all of a sudden