hair loss and comparing myself impacting my confidence

hey,
im currently writing this post whilst in tears 😭, but ive been experiencing a lot of hair loss as a 19yr old girl. It has been happening since i was 16, but i didn't think much of it as I thought it was the hormones kicking in. But now it’s gone to a point where I lose a 2 handfuls of hair, especially after i wash my hair, I don’t ever colour or use heat on my hair. My hair’s thinned a lot. I used to have the most thickest and prettiest hair, and it’s been impacting my confidence. I spoke to my mum just after my shower right now whilst in tears and showed her the amount i lost but she didnt seem to care. She just laughed at me and picked out my other flaws and made me feel bad about them. I know it’s silly to cry over my hair, but I’m a girl, my hair is important to me. I said that to her, but she and my sister just laughed at me. I want to speak to a doctor about it, but my mum kept making fun and yelling at me saying it isnt a big issue. They didnt seem to really understand, so I just went to the bathroom to cry it out. But all i think abt is now is how worthless I am. Ive got acne that started off after i started a scrub 2 years ago and I cannot control or stop. I’m not in uni bc i took a gap year to apply for a competitive course, and my parents make me feel like a failure. I feel like I’m not worth anything or good at anything. I dont feel pretty, smart or anything. What maked it worse to me is that 4 months ago i realised my ex bf was talking to multiple girls behind my ack after i managed to access his socials. That obvs broke me. But they were all so pretty and all I do now is compare myself. I dont know what to do. I feel like i have no value.

hey,
im currently writing this post whilst in tears 😭, but ive been experiencing a lot of hair loss as a 19yr old girl. It has been happening since i was 16, but i didn't think much of it as I thought it was the hormones kicking in. But now it’s gone to a point where I lose a 2 handfuls of hair, especially after i wash my hair, I don’t ever colour or use heat on my hair. My hair’s thinned a lot. I used to have the most thickest and prettiest hair, and it’s been impacting my confidence. I spoke to my mum just after my shower right now whilst in tears and showed her the amount i lost but she didnt seem to care. She just laughed at me and picked out my other flaws and made me feel bad about them. I know it’s silly to cry over my hair, but I’m a girl, my hair is important to me. I said that to her, but she and my sister just laughed at me. I want to speak to a doctor about it, but my mum kept making fun and yelling at me saying it isnt a big issue. They didnt seem to really understand, so I just went to the bathroom to cry it out. But all i think abt is now is how worthless I am. Ive got acne that started off after i started a scrub 2 years ago and I cannot control or stop. I’m not in uni bc i took a gap year to apply for a competitive course, and my parents make me feel like a failure. I feel like I’m not worth anything or good at anything. I dont feel pretty, smart or anything. What maked it worse to me is that 4 months ago i realised my ex bf was talking to multiple girls behind my ack after i managed to access his socials. That obvs broke me. But they were all so pretty and all I do now is compare myself. I dont know what to do. I feel like i have no value.

hey,
im currently writing this post whilst in tears 😭, but ive been experiencing a lot of hair loss as a 19yr old girl. It has been happening since i was 16, but i didn't think much of it as I thought it was the hormones kicking in. But now it’s gone to a point where I lose a 2 handfuls of hair, especially after i wash my hair, I don’t ever colour or use heat on my hair. My hair’s thinned a lot. I used to have the most thickest and prettiest hair, and it’s been impacting my confidence. I spoke to my mum just after my shower right now whilst in tears and showed her the amount i lost but she didnt seem to care. She just laughed at me and picked out my other flaws and made me feel bad about them. I know it’s silly to cry over my hair, but I’m a girl, my hair is important to me. I said that to her, but she and my sister just laughed at me. I want to speak to a doctor about it, but my mum kept making fun and yelling at me saying it isnt a big issue. They didnt seem to really understand, so I just went to the bathroom to cry it out. But all i think abt is now is how worthless I am. Ive got acne that started off after i started a scrub 2 years ago and I cannot control or stop. I’m not in uni bc i took a gap year to apply for a competitive course, and my parents make me feel like a failure. I feel like I’m not worth anything or good at anything. I dont feel pretty, smart or anything. What maked it worse to me is that 4 months ago i realised my ex bf was talking to multiple girls behind my ack after i managed to access his socials. That obvs broke me. But they were all so pretty and all I do now is compare myself. I dont know what to do. I feel like i have no value.