These past couple of weeks I've been really bad. Most of my time at home is spent in my bed, crying, and I feel hopeless most of the time. At school I actively avoid others and keep by myself, and I've at most spoken a few words to my peers and my family, and my relationship with my family has been really rocky. I feel as if I don't belong when I'm at school and at home, and I feel like I'm a failure.