I'm 18 and living with my parents.
Always wanted to do art as a career but although most would say my art is good, it's not good enough to be earning me anywhere near a good wage.
I know someone who went to Goldsmiths and he got like zero work afterwards even though he was a great artist so he retrained as a nurse or smth.
I have given my life to drawing almost every day. I missed out on after-school activities and therefore friends just so I could do my art. Though I got good GCSE results, I got BBB at Alevel. Feel like a failure there because everyone knows I should have easily got A*A*A as I was a good student but unfortunately I just wasted time and was lazy.
Now I'm 18, living with my mum and stepdad and have got no hope for the future.
They're supporting me as long as I study art but I don't think I'm good enough anymore. Don't want to be an art teacher at a school so I have no art career options.
I miss being a kid, I messed up what should have been A*'s and now I've sacrificed all my time effort and parent's money to do art when I've failed to break through with that.
So I'm aware everyone goes through stuff like this at times of their lives but I really need some advice on what to do.
I refuse to be £50,000+ in debt to go to uni for some rubbish degree that gives me a rubbish job. It us only worth it for good jobs like law or engineering which I can't do.
Don't want to join the army and my parents will forever judge me if after everything I just give up and get a minimum wage job.
Thanks if you read all this, was good to rant abt it but yh I'm just in a bad place rn.