I'm an Oxford law student and I've realised that whilst I enjoy studying law, I don't really have any desire to become any kind of lawyer (whether a solicitor or barrister) and I'm at the point of uni where I should be applying for vac schemes now and in the coming months and I really just don't want to do them.
I enjoy studying law and my grades have been okay-good while I've been at uni. I'm on track to get at least a 2:1 and I'm aiming for a first but would be relatively happy with a 2:1 in my overall degree. But, having done some general research and having spoken to past students from my college who are now on training contracts with law firms, I don't think a legal career would be at all for me. The main concerns are the lack of work life balance, I've heard people describe a 10 hour work day as it were generous and short, and talk about sometimes having to work all through weekends or doing 12 hour days. Along with the descriptions I've heard of the brutal competitive atmosphere that comes along with a legal career.
Of course I somewhat knew about these things in abstract when I picked my degree but I thought, after having studied law, I would be better equipped to deal with them. But now that the reality of finishing uni and looking for training programmes is upon me, I'm realising that that's not at all what I want to do. I'm naturally a very shy and reserved person and even having to do mooting exercises at uni makes me feel like I want to cry so I know for a fact I wouldn't enjoy brutal competition either in application processes or when working. I've also realised that the work life balance will be a major issue for me. Whilst I enjoy studying and am willing to put in 8 hours of studying on weekdays, I would not be willing to work 10-12 hour days, to give up my weekends, or to make work the central focus of my life. I've also spoken to students from the year above who said that the vac scheme application process had them spending 10 hour days in London, competing against people in their late 20s who had already sat the SQE, and doing intense on the stop debating exercises, all of which I know I really wouldn't be good at.
I know there will be certain users on here who will tell me to just drop out and give up because my apparent lack of work ethic means I will never succeed, but dropping out of uni is not something I'm even considering and in my opinion would be silly when I'm on track to have at least a 2:1 in Oxford law.
I really just want to not have to focus on vac schemes or applying for jobs until after finals so that I can give my energy to studying and then afterwards find a job that actually suits me, won't wreck my mental health and will allow me to actually be able to afford to live and have career progression from a 40 hour work week. Whilst I'm still enjoying my degree, in retrospect I wish I had picked differently and thought more beyond the studying about how realistic careers resulting from my degree choice would actually suit me.