So I’ll start by explain the situation.
Before the college year at my induction I did a taster of A-level Film Studies and realised then that I might not like it (specifically the class or the teacher which I am aware now would not be the same) so I decided to drop it before we started. Despite considering it as a career.
Now fast-forward to the beginning of the year, the courses I study are English Literature, Criminology and Biology and I realise after around a month in that Biology was not for me and without much deliberation I decided to go with Psychology to switch with.
It’s now December and since around late November/Early December, I’ve been seriously overthinking my course choices.
I tried to justify my decision by saying I want to do a career that’s something Psychology-Criminology based but I knew deep down that I don’t want that.
And I know now for definite that I want to go into a career in Film and do it at University with a placement year.
I know that realistically it is too late to switch subjects but a friend of mine does A-Level Film Studies and loves it and I feel like i’ve made a bad decision; I overthink it daily and constantly feel down due to my decision.
I want to speak to my tutor about it but it feels useless because you don’t necessarily need A-Level Film Studies to do it at University and I also don’t want to go through the whole process of switching again and catching up although I am willing to do it anyway. I also think that it makes me seem like a nuisance and that I can’t make up my mind but is it worth it? I feel like I will never live it down if I don’t do something about it but it also seems like I can’t do anything about it.
What should I do?