I’m a graduate physicist but fell out of love with physics. Never acknowledged it until it was too late I'm now working in IT. I ended up with a mediocre grade in physics. Tbh I was emotionally stuck with physics because it was my childhood dream to become a professional physicist and work at CERN.
Here’s the thing: Languages and linguistics have always been my true love. Whenever I used to get bored of physics, I’d drown myself in groups and forums and I also taught myself a few languages to near fluency by the end of university. I got so obsessed to the point where I can probably take a linguistics exam now and get a better grade than if I was to take one in physics since I admittedly spent more time reading about syntax and morphology etc. than about eigenvectors. I’m also proficient in Python and know a thing or two about NLP.
I recently took a recreational trip to Oxford and whilst it was a nice trip, I couldn’t stop kicking myself for my academic failures, when I found myself surrounded by the brightest academic minds in the world. When I was driving home I kept thinking I needed a way to prove to myself I’m academically capable and I’m not an idiot.
I’m willing to do everything I can, squeeze every second of the day I have left from my 9-6 job, spend good money on good learning resources and seek mentorship from existing linguist friends, in order to reach an undergraduate level in linguistics. But where would I go from there? I then thought whether it was actually possible to start a PhD. But needless to say I won’t have a formal linguistics degree, and for financial reasons and considering my mediocre grades in physics I probably won’t qualify for a masters anywhere. If you’re a professional or academic linguist, I’m not by any means trying to discredit any of your academic achievements. It’s just me trying to prove to myself I’m still academia-worthy.
What do you guys think? How achievable is this ambition?