this is a bit of a rant so i apologise in advance but im applying to all fine art ba courses and i feel so stagnant idk ive been working on my personal statement for so long now and im still unhappy with the ending, ik it'll probably never be good enough for me but i cant help but feel like if i don't give it my all and don't get the offers i want i'll regret it later. and also i have about 2 weeks to do my portfolio, but so many of my pieces are for my a lvl coursework and i don't think they are my best pieces / i feel like i have much more to show than just those, but the stress of my regular studies and work is already making me feel so burnt out idk if i can make enough pieces for my portfolio in the timeframe that i have.. yea srry this is a bit of a self pity moment i just feel like the 31st jan deadline is some impending doom **** and i have nowhere to put these feelings