The way it goes is I jumped straight from school into an English degree at my local polytechnic university (commuting) and quit by January, because i felt like i wasnt living the uni experience at all. This was all die to pressure of doing the ‘right’ thing academically at the ‘right time/age (18), i was also still in recovery from a restrictive ED, so my desicion making and knowledge on these things wasn’t ideal at the time. I then reapplied and went to a much further University for Biology the year straight after, where i feel like i did in fact experience some of the ‘uni experience’, but i eventually left because i was desperate to go back to my very original plan and study Fine Art. So in short, I changed to start Fine Art the year after, which i am not in the 1st year of again, (commuting to save money), and i cannot get the funding for 1st year like i thought i would (due to being having restrictive ED previously), so my choice is to leave or have family members help me pay the 1 year (they would consider it as they are great and quite okay for money). It’s really upsetting for me because i was just not in the headspace that i should’ve been at the time, was always a hard worker and got good grades so i feel my potential is down the drain and i could’ve had the ideal uni experience and graduated with a good degree. I do in fact enjoy studying art and wish i had gone with that from the start (my original plan), but at the same time i have no friends on the course, the people at this particular art school are somewhat immature, obnoxious and i frequently get a rude vibe or bad looks for no reason (never experienced this in school, elsewhere etc) and i don’t particularly enjoy being there, so i can see why just leaving to save the money would be an option, but at the same time i would like to have a degree, and if i am correct, all degrees are beneficial for job searching? If anyone had info or advice on this please let me know. I also plan to potentially move to the country where i am half from, where cost of living is much lower and i still believe i’d have to pay back my student loans there? If i am not going to be living in this country is there any point getting a degree at all? (But still undecided on the moving abroad part).