I am doing BTEC IT level 3 Extended diploma, am studying in this college for 4 years due to failing my GCSEs, as things happened right after the pandemic, I could not concentrate due to the death of my father and since then I have always been struggling with procrastination, as I am insecure and can not seem to be able to rely on anyone.
I have failed 3 exam units, unit 11 cybersecurity, Unit 2 Database and Unit 14 IT Service Delivery.
My coursework is good, I have some distinctions and merits and the rest are passes, however as I researched it said that those that I failed were "core units" and to fail them would result in repeating the course or the exam, now I am seriously worried as to how I will pass them as this is my final year, I don't know if I can go to university, I am trying to do my UCAS to atleast earn some points through my coursework however I fear it will be futile as I failed the core units.
I revised many times, did papers and watched videos, but when I do the exam I just froze up and am completely unable to achieve a pass or atleast near pass.
I wanted to ask for advice, as I have no one to talk to and no one takes me seriously, I know it is also my fault for most of it, I should have been extremely serious, however I do not want to repeat a year as I have already done 4 years in this college, first I had to do business and then they let me change to IT, and I hate this sixth form college so much that it nauseates me, making me sick just to wake up early in the morning.
Even with my level 2 business certificate where I just achieved a MPP, I was wondering if there was any chance to go to University, I have no knowledge, some teachers advised me to do a foundation year, however I seem to have missed the deadline and now I will need to look for university clearing, which's deadline is also over.
So I implore anyone if they can, to reply to me anything, any answer which might be helpful, please.