I made out with another guy and now I regret it

I'm 25 always been curious about same sex intimacy but never tried it before in anyway. Honestly I thought I might be gay so in a moment of despair and weakness I downloaded grinder and had some guy come round. We made out for a bit, I was initially overcome with the excitement but as it went on I started closing my lips and then when i fully realised what I was doing, I asked him to leave and apologised. Nearly the exact moment he closed my front door I ran to the bathroom and threw up, I jumped in the shower and started washing with my wash gloves and antibacterial soap from my washing up. I started crying as I scrubbed. After that I just stayed there unter the shower for what seemed like an hr. I don't mean this to sound homophobic but I'm repulsed by myself. Please give me some advice on dealing with this.

could be internalized homophobia, could be nothing. maybe you're straight, after all. not sure what sort of advice you expect. it was only a kiss. just don't do it again if you hated it. you satisfied your curiosity, and that's fine. it's not like you're now forever tainted because you kissed a man. nobody even has to know

I apologise if that's how this message came across, it wasn't my intention to be offensive. If anything it's completely swayed my doubts about myself because before I though I might be gay but now I'm dead sure I'm not. My question was mainly to ask those who've been through a similar experience and ask how they dealt with the regret

nah, it's ok, it wasn't offensive.
hope you get some more replies but seriously, i think you're overthinking it. if anything, you should be proud of yourself. not everyone has the courage to try the things they're curious about. you had the balls to do it, and that's great. at least now you know for sure. it seriously doesn't have to mean anything else. e.g. for example, so many straight actors have played gay characters/kissed other men. that doesn't change or threaten their sexuality in any way. some girls will kiss in clubs/pubs for the hell of it, despite being straight

I'm 25 always been curious about same sex intimacy but never tried it before in anyway. Honestly I thought I might be gay so in a moment of despair and weakness I downloaded grinder and had some guy come round. We made out for a bit, I was initially overcome with the excitement but as it went on I started closing my lips and then when i fully realised what I was doing, I asked him to leave and apologised. Nearly the exact moment he closed my front door I ran to the bathroom and threw up, I jumped in the shower and started washing with my wash gloves and antibacterial soap from my washing up. I started crying as I scrubbed. After that I just stayed there unter the shower for what seemed like an hr. I don't mean this to sound homophobic but I'm repulsed by myself. Please give me some advice on dealing with this.