You have done really well to use this space to be honest about how you are feeling. Life can be hard at times, when you feel like you are being left out and everyone else is living their best life. Sometimes social media can give us a skewed view of how others are living. It maybe that there are others feeling as you do, who will reply to this message because you have been honest and opened up this space. We wonder what you would like to be doing with your life right now? Please take care of yourself and if you are feeling like suicide is an option right now then you can call Hopeline247 on 0800 068 4141 or Text us on 88247 to speak with a trained Suicide Prevention Adviser who will be more than happy to help