Hello,
I am in y12 with 3A* predicted grades. In my first term of sixth form I achieved 3 As in my A levels but ended burning myself out over the half term due to overworking myself. I also don’t have the best mental health and get overstimulated quite easily (I’m autistic).
The thing is, I genuinely love studying but having next to no energy with really bad anxiety that is only exacerbated at this time of year, I’m finding it downright impossible to do anything. I’m absolutely terrified that having poor mental health may negatively affect my a levels and I want to re find my ability to study however I have no idea how to and all the websites say when I try to search it up is ‘how to avoid getting burnt out’ which isn’t helpful given that I already am.
Furthermore, even though I know that I should take it easy on myself and rest (all 6 of my teachers have told me I need to rest and take it easy on myself) I don’t know how to. I’m extremely perfectionistic and have quite high ambitions (I want to get into Oxford or UCL or Durham) and I cannot not think about work or grades or university as they have become my driving factor and, at the risk of sounding a bit depressing, my purpose in life. My brain works too much for me to be able to rest and anyway if I’m not doing anything work related I’d feel guilty about not doing it so I end up getting stuck and unable to move or do anything.
I really don’t know how to help myself, both revision wise and getting myself into a better headspace because I do really care about being well even if it comes across that grades are my biggest priority (which admittedly they have been in the past)
If anyone has tips on how to revise whilst burnt out/ having bad mental health or on how to rest, please share them here as they'd be highly appreciated