How do I stop being disgusted by everyone?

So, I have this really weird problem where as soon as I start to become close with ANYONE, I wake up one day and feel this incredibly strong disgust and dread towards them. I've dropped contact with all of my friends except for friendly acquaintances and I'm barely in contact with my family because the dread applies to them too. There's literally no reason. There's nothing wrong with them, yet I feel physically ill and extremely anxious just thinking about them. I can sit with my group of "friends" and talk with them in my lecture everyday, but that's all I can do. If I hang out with someone outside of a quick lecture chat, I immediately develop an extreme aversion to them. If someone else knows why this happens or has experienced this, I would really, really appreciate your help. I want to change, but I don't know how. The only thing that makes me happy is being alone, but I feel like that's gonna screw up my future.

I think this is something can only really be addressed in therapy.

So, I have this really weird problem where as soon as I start to become close with ANYONE, I wake up one day and feel this incredibly strong disgust and dread towards them. I've dropped contact with all of my friends except for friendly acquaintances and I'm barely in contact with my family because the dread applies to them too. There's literally no reason. There's nothing wrong with them, yet I feel physically ill and extremely anxious just thinking about them. I can sit with my group of "friends" and talk with them in my lecture everyday, but that's all I can do. If I hang out with someone outside of a quick lecture chat, I immediately develop an extreme aversion to them. If someone else knows why this happens or has experienced this, I would really, really appreciate your help. I want to change, but I don't know how. The only thing that makes me happy is being alone, but I feel like that's gonna screw up my future.

Two things spring to mind (1) Have you been abused, possibly buried in your mind and you not aware of ?. That could cause such feelings ? (2) You might find Hypnotherapy useful. If you look up Hypnotherapy Directory and and see find a good one in there and get them to give an opinion whether they can assist.

In answer to your first question: no, definitely not. My father was certainly detached while my mother was overbearing and over affectionate, but I'm certain I was never abused. Unless being called ugly and being expected to wait on them hand and foot is abusive, lol.
2) Thank you for suggesting hypnotherapy, I'll look at that.

In answer to your first question: no, definitely not. My father was certainly detached while my mother was overbearing and over affectionate, but I'm certain I was never abused. Unless being called ugly and being expected to wait on them hand and foot is abusive, lol.
2) Thank you for suggesting hypnotherapy, I'll look at that.

So, I have this really weird problem where as soon as I start to become close with ANYONE, I wake up one day and feel this incredibly strong disgust and dread towards them. I've dropped contact with all of my friends except for friendly acquaintances and I'm barely in contact with my family because the dread applies to them too. There's literally no reason. There's nothing wrong with them, yet I feel physically ill and extremely anxious just thinking about them. I can sit with my group of "friends" and talk with them in my lecture everyday, but that's all I can do. If I hang out with someone outside of a quick lecture chat, I immediately develop an extreme aversion to them. If someone else knows why this happens or has experienced this, I would really, really appreciate your help. I want to change, but I don't know how. The only thing that makes me happy is being alone, but I feel like that's gonna screw up my future.

Don't listen to people saying try hypnotherapy. It's the worst thing you could do. Complete scam. Most people who suggest it on here post on several threads trying to advertise certain clinics.

You are spaking rubbish.

Don't listen to people saying try hypnotherapy. It's the worst thing you could do. Complete scam. Most people who suggest it on here post on several threads trying to advertise certain clinics.

You are spaking rubbish.

So, I have this really weird problem where as soon as I start to become close with ANYONE, I wake up one day and feel this incredibly strong disgust and dread towards them. I've dropped contact with all of my friends except for friendly acquaintances and I'm barely in contact with my family because the dread applies to them too. There's literally no reason. There's nothing wrong with them, yet I feel physically ill and extremely anxious just thinking about them. I can sit with my group of "friends" and talk with them in my lecture everyday, but that's all I can do. If I hang out with someone outside of a quick lecture chat, I immediately develop an extreme aversion to them. If someone else knows why this happens or has experienced this, I would really, really appreciate your help. I want to change, but I don't know how. The only thing that makes me happy is being alone, but I feel like that's gonna screw up my future.

i'm a bit like that. but in my case, it's mostly dislike/disgust, not really anxiety. like, i can make friends very quickly, but my friendships never last because i always end up dumping them. same with any past lovers, etc. even with my current boyfriend, i go through periods where i literally can't stand him, sometimes for weeks. my ex-shrink once told me it happens because i 'idealize' people, and when they eventually stop meeting my expectations and disappoint me, my mind just switches on them and sees them as worthless, basically. he also mentioned it's common in narcissistic people and people with borderline traits. but he was a moron so idk how true any of this is.

I'm the exact same way with making friends! I make a bunch of friends really fast without even trying, but I also start to loathe them really fast. I assumed I had either schizoid personality disorder or autism or a combination. How do you maintain a relationship with your boyfriend? Do you just take breaks from him or something? I can't imagine myself holding a romantic relationship, but I'd like to get to that point