I’m currently in my first year of college, studying 3 A Levels: maths, further maths and chemistry. I love learning and I love my subjects, I’ve always done really well in school and I got 5 9s, 2 8s and 2 L2D* at GCSE.
However, I had a very turbulent childhood, moving countries and schools many times and living with many different people and families. I began living independently in my own flat at 16, half way through Y11. I work at least 16 hours a week, every Saturday and Sunday on contract, as well as overtime on evenings. I’m struggling to meet the workload of college alongside working to meet my own financial needs.
The idea of not getting the grades I want at A Level is really upsetting to me: I’m a good student and I try my hardest to be a good student, but at the moment I can only be the student that my circumstances allow me to be. I know that regardless, I will pass my A Levels but unfortunately I want to exceed that and I don’t think I will. I would love to go to university because I think it’s an environment I would thrive in and I’ve been looking forward to going to a good university, but I’m really worried these things are going to happen for me anymore.
I’ve been considering alternative routes through education instead, since the one I thought was for me, might not be. I’m not too upset about this because I knew that I’d face additional barriers and that there’s very little that can be done to combat those. I’m only a little over half way through my first year of college, so a redirection is better now than at the end of my second year.
I’m looking into some sort of engineering apprenticeship with the Royal Navy or Royal Air Force and was wondering if anybody who’s been in similar circumstances or is currently doing an apprenticeship with them has any input or advice. Thanks!