Hey guys, I have so much to say I have failed my English and maths. I tried to study I tried everything especially with English since it isn’t my first language. I would always fall behind, the thing is I had also moved here recently I live in Northern Ireland and when I first went to my first Northern Ireland school everything was different I had joined late and was only starting year 11, everything was different from the class environment. I had fallen behind and thought maybe I just need some time to fit in and I never did I really struggled. I know that you could have asked for a scribe or something for it at school and I did but I never got it. I had tried my best to explain why I needed it but the teacher would not give me a scribe when I had noticed him giving to students who had better grades and by the looks wasn’t struggling with anything (I’m not judging it is what I had thought). I had failed both in year 12. I went on to do a levels but then a year later I realised that it wasn’t for me since I had joined late half of the stuff didn’t even make sense to me and I was once again falling behide. I would get upset and jealous when I can see others doing better but I still tried I even stayed after schools but no teacher would help me because I was the only one student in the class. Or they would give me past papers but not explain how to do them, to I can get an idea and maybe even catch a hang of it. I have now left a levels and am doing level 2 functional skills communication, I’m on the waiting list for numeracy. I was going to call the src and ask what should I do because numeracy is starting next week and I had applied in January and they had once again said to wait until a space frees up. Does anyone even know where else I could get like numeracy in Northern Ireland or even English or maybe even like online. I will pay whatever price it is I just really need to my gcse. I know it was a bad idea of dropping out but the school had infected my mental health so bad that I had fallen into deep depression and would isolate myself from everyone. Because I would be too busy watching videos on gcse maths and English and how to pass. I got D on both subjects I really don’t know what to do please help me