So basically I am in my first year and I carried on with the course because it was something I was doing in college, but now I have realised I don’t see a future in it and it makes me extremely sad. But for me I have a passion in music and thinking about it makes me happier and I use to always want to be a dj but I always thought to myself a degree in music??? Like what would I even gain from that, I feel like I thought that way because my parents wouldn’t want me to do that course but I feel like for me it would work out as I want to have my own business in the future which isnt relating to my course right now or the music one. However I feel like if I did a music degree I would do so well and I would love my course. Right now the module I am doing it made me realise music is for me as we had a topic to research on a future job we really want and I always kept going back to the music industry wether it was something around music production. But its just the thought of doing a music degree and then becoming the oldest in the course but maybe I need to do this for me and just pick something I want for once instead of people pleasing.