I’ve had offers from Queen Mary’s, Royal Holloway and Exeter even reduced ones at that , I’d like to firm Queen mary’s but their requirements are higher at ABB
and I genuinely don’t think i’ll meet them ( I take business , media and sociology )
I don’t know what happened but i’ve completely just fallen off my game and I guess i’m tired or something ?
I don’t understand how it happened , why I suddenly fell off with my test scores and revision because I don’t have hobbies outside of school nor do I ever go out , I always revise in some or another through videos , or maybe I scroll on my phone but not so much I do lots of coursework esp for my media NEA, I remember
Royal holloway on the other hand, require BBC which I might be able to get but it’s too far, meaning i’d have to take out a bigger maintenance loan to get accom since i’m two hours away from it
Same with exeter, altough that one i’m really far from
how do I stop feeling sorry for myself, and get back on my revision , I don’t understand why i’ve suddenly lost motivation now-maybe it’s because i’m going to be taking a gap year and defer anyways, so I guess I don’t feel as much of a drive ? how do I stop being so lazy because , I was completely fine before, I would hand in my essays, I’d go to optional open houses despite getting good grades !! and I DONT want to screw myself over now! I don’t even hang out with friends anymore I just keep doing essays and handing them in