being alone

about 6 months ago i ended up in the worst state id ever been in. so many things were going on with family,friends and i couldn't show any emotion whether that being outside or inside. This negatively impacted me sm to the point now where i feel like im dissosiating and i feel so down all the time. my friend at the time completely cut me off with no explanation or closure , which made me my situation even worse. I really stuggeled . I found new friends and it was all going well until i opened up to a friend which then ultimately snaked me and told my ex friend what i had said. this lead to the ex friend completely humiliating me in school today infront of everybody saying that im two faced and i should appologise. she even said that if i appologised that 'it meant nothing to her'. i was so close to crying for the first time in ages. she didnt let me speak neither did she listen to me. the ex friend told me she didnt like me no more and that was the reason why she stopped talking to me.

i feel so upset and lost. not only did i completely get snaked by 2 girls i trusted , but they both occured in such a short amount of time.

Does life get any better? Will i ever find people i can trust ?

Reply 1

NazifaNawer

Yes, life gets better, tho I am pretty sure you won't believe this now. I also had something happen to me, except that it was my cousin who snaked me. She ended up telling her siblings, my aunt and my parents everything that I told her. She was my best friend, so I had told her all my secrets. It didn't end up well, ruined my relationship with my dad.
I know you are in a bad situation, and I don't know how you can get better since you don't have anyone to lean on. Reach out to me if you want to talk.