English language gcse

OH MY DAYS IM TIRED im tired of attempting English language questions just to sit there and thing really hard and come out with a 5 OH THEN IM LIKE I’ll read grade 9 answers for inspiration WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT IM STILL STUCK oh let’s look at some videos on YouTube about it BUT ITS SAYING THINGS I ALREADY KNOW help im tired I just want a 7-9 please why’s it so hard to improve and why do I always ALWAYS make spelling errors and grammar mistakes (which I don’t even know how to improve those) and don’t know how to properly use some of these punctuations???

OH MY DAYS IM TIRED im tired of attempting English language questions just to sit there and thing really hard and come out with a 5 OH THEN IM LIKE I’ll read grade 9 answers for inspiration WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT IM STILL STUCK oh let’s look at some videos on YouTube about it BUT ITS SAYING THINGS I ALREADY KNOW help im tired I just want a 7-9 please why’s it so hard to improve and why do I always ALWAYS make spelling errors and grammar mistakes (which I don’t even know how to improve those) and don’t know how to properly use some of these punctuations???