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ive not slept in like 2 days,after one of like, the top, top art agents said they liked my work and really hyped me up and even hinted at representing me, but then just pulled out after reconsidering
that *******,
as in
decided not to represent me
what the ****
he would've made me famous.
it's my boyfriend's fault, he jinxed it, always callimg my ambitions delusional BUT it was finally happening, well my ex now..
why do they do this.
im not even intereted in the other onethat's shown some interest in my work now.. i think this might literally kill me bc likw how am i suppose to even recover from this
i wanna cancel my meeting with him
if i cant have everything i dont want anything i dont want anything at all
that *******,
as in
decided not to represent me
what the ****
he would've made me famous.
it's my boyfriend's fault, he jinxed it, always callimg my ambitions delusional BUT it was finally happening, well my ex now..
why do they do this.
im not even intereted in the other onethat's shown some interest in my work now.. i think this might literally kill me bc likw how am i suppose to even recover from this
i wanna cancel my meeting with him
if i cant have everything i dont want anything i dont want anything at all
Reply 1
Ciel.
OP
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its literally always one bad thign after another bc why would you do this to someone. what made him change his mind. i cant even think bc thats how much it hurts. im ******* cursed, like literally, this is my punshment for abandoning god hes prob just ******* laughing at this
or like the new ai prompt thing, this is my prompt, forever infinite loop of failure
or like the new ai prompt thing, this is my prompt, forever infinite loop of failure
Reply 2
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I've not slept in over 24hrs.
Trying to beat jetlag.
Only another 2hrs or so to sleep time.
Trying to beat jetlag.
Only another 2hrs or so to sleep time.
Reply 3
Ciel.
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'i warned you not to get your hopes up'
WHO TF WOULDNT
its literally like hes taunting me
WHO TF WOULDNT
its literally like hes taunting me
Reply 4
Ciel.
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Original post
by QuadyI've not slept in over 24hrs.
Trying to beat jetlag.
Only another 2hrs or so to sleep time.
Trying to beat jetlag.
Only another 2hrs or so to sleep time.
..what?
why torture yourself
Reply 5
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by Ciel.'i warned you not to get your hopes up'
WHO TF WOULDNT
its literally like hes taunting me
WHO TF WOULDNT
its literally like hes taunting me
He can, he is one of like, the top, top art agents.
Reply 6
Ciel.
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by QuadyHe can, he is one of like, the top, top art agents.
i dont ever want to hear his name again. sadistic *******
my reply to you got deleted but it wasnt rude or anythinng, tsr hates me
Reply 7
Ciel.
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'you build it all up in your head'
but it wasn't,its like hes happy whenever i fail
same with my family
i hate them all so so much
but it wasn't,its like hes happy whenever i fail
same with my family
i hate them all so so much
Reply 8
Ciel.
OP
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my head is killing me but i cant even move to get anything for it
thats how mad i am rn
'so it’s gonna be another rodeo, huh'
as if hes the only one allowed to throw fits
hedoesnt evn grasp the gravity of what happened
how much it meant to me
i messed up somwhoew but idk what did i do wrong,whatmad ehim change his mind
thats how mad i am rn
'so it’s gonna be another rodeo, huh'
as if hes the only one allowed to throw fits
hedoesnt evn grasp the gravity of what happened
how much it meant to me
i messed up somwhoew but idk what did i do wrong,whatmad ehim change his mind
Reply 9
Ciel.
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it was never evn about the money
Reply 10
Tony Hancock's film The Rebel bases its' humour on the truth.
The art world is full of idiots pretending they're something that they're not.
The art world is full of idiots pretending they're something that they're not.
Reply 11
Given that you're clearly in crisis mode lately it feels a bit more likely you've done something to freak the guy out or make him choose not get involved, you don't exactly come across as easy to work with :/
Reply 12
Ciel.
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by Dunnig KrugerTony Hancock's film The Rebel bases its' humour on the truth.
The art world is full of idiots pretending they're something that they're not.
The art world is full of idiots pretending they're something that they're not.
i wanted to be part of it
there's nothing else i want out of life
Reply 13
Ciel.
OP
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Original post
by StriderHortGiven that you're clearly in crisis mode lately it feels a bit more likely you've done something to freak the guy out or make him choose not get involved, you don't exactly come across as easy to work with :/
i was completely fine before he screwed me over. but who would ever ******* move on from something like this?
art is the only thing i care about, so i'd be easy to work with - because i'm willing to sacrifice everything for it
this was my one shot at making something of my life
Reply 14
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by Ciel.i wanted to be part of it
there's nothing else i want out of life
there's nothing else i want out of life
And the guy that led you on is a Sir Charles Breward type from The Rebel.
The art world is full of people like him.
You creating art because you enjoy the process / get satisfaction from completing each piece is all the reward you need.
Anything on top of that is a bonus.
Reply 15
Ciel.
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Original post
by Dunnig KrugerAnd the guy that led you on is a Sir Charles Breward type from The Rebel.
The art world is full of people like him.
You creating art because you enjoy the process / get satisfaction from completing each piece is all the reward you need.
Anything on top of that is a bonus.
The art world is full of people like him.
You creating art because you enjoy the process / get satisfaction from completing each piece is all the reward you need.
Anything on top of that is a bonus.
never watched that film.. but he's not scammer or anything, he's legit, if that's what you mean
the process isn't enough.. fame recognition in the art world, that's all i ever wanted
it was my only chance and i ****ed up like i always do
im trying to rememver if i said anything to put him off but i can barely remember the whole thigns a ******* blur
theres literally no coming back from this
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