RNDA apprenticeship

So I applied for the rnda apprenticeship as I think this would be best route for me to start in September, currently HCA, had the interview and thought things went really well, I’m so passionate and honestly really want to be nurse but I received an email informing I have unfortunately been unsuccessful and put onto a reserve list, i cried and really feel terrible, I honestly put my all into to it. My question - is it likely I could still get a place being on the reserve list or should I take stop getting my hopes up and re apply next year, not sure how many applicants get put on the list (is it everyone that didn’t get a place 🤔) I will keep fighting as I’ve wanted this for so long but just feel lost at the moment 😢