hi so i need a really realistic view point here, growing up i had a really rough childhood my parents were absent etc, this lead me to gain depression and anxiety in my current years, due to this it has made me lose interest in trying in school cause of this my mock grades ended up being really bad im about to finish gcses and i want to do biology, chemistry and psychology at a levels, i believe i will get majority 5s and then potentially a 6 in maths and with my science as i do combined i believe i will get a 5-5, the colleges in my areas only accept 6-6 or 6 in gcse and i dont know what to do cause i know i wont get those grades as i havent been able to put much effort in due to my depression, i sadly have no proof of my depression and ive tried telling my mother about this but she believes mental health is a lie and that im making it all up for attention, i was planning on going to threapy as soon as i turn 16 but that isnt until august, ive never been able to receive help from anywhere, i told my school and after a week they just stopped contact with me and i gave up trying, i honestly dont know what to do as those subject are the only thing i want to do at a levels, i believe another reason why i havent been able to do well in school is cause of the environment and the negative people i was surrounded by which led me to demotivation. does anyone know what i could do?