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have this gutting feeling im gonna fail my alevels, how do i get into med if i fail

i literally keep crashing out because my predictions were first of all so abysmal that i couldnt even apply to med properly despite eating up the ucat

those grades and have been working the whole of year 12 like a dog so those grades acc hurt
btw it was cde respectively in bio chem maths
and predicted ccd

so yes, ik its disgusting but its like no matter how much ive tried over these two years its never paid off im even doing work now but this gutting feeling is ripping me apart
those grades have never bumped up.

pls tell me im not the only one
kills me more to know ppl lowkey didnt even try and got great predicteds like maybe they lied but hey
loads of my friends got insanely great predicted grades and got offers from top med unis like oxford, cambridge, imperial etc

and i only have anglia ruskin firmed for biomed
hoping it doesnt come to that and the insane work i keep doing pays off
i got tuition, paid for extra programs and did so so much its insane

i did ok at gcses like all 9s and 8s only a 3 7s ik that doesnt mean anything tho w/ alevels
since alevels started i started spiralling w my mental health but med unis dont care unless someone died like ur parents/ close family or if its u basically reviving from ur own death bed in these two years that causes u issues

just asking if anyone knows if theres anything i can do because i literally feel like theres no way out of this anymore and i genuinely dont want to do anything else in my life
but when i say i never wanna see a levels again i mean it
and i dont wanna pay the insane amount for an undergrad
literally dont know what the point of living would be if i dont get the grades to apply
ik thats excessive but i genuinely dont know what ill do

Reply 1

what year r u in?

Reply 2

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by shamefulpast
what year r u in?

Literally in year 13
I’m doing my a levels rn
Crashing out on a daily basis and bawling my eyes out while revising kmt

Reply 3

I get you soooooooo bad, I’m also crashing out over a levels. they’re not going well for me and I dread the results slip in august. I don’t want to go through this again either but if you’re not wanting to do those long years of a degree, then maybe consider resitting? It’ll be hard but honestly you can do it. The best people are resilient. If this is genuinely suggesting hell to you then do a bit of research and have a look at whether you meet the criteria to apply to a transfer scheme that lets you go from first year of a course to medicine at some unis. It will be extremely competitive but you don’t know if you’ll succeed if you don’t try & if you don’t succeed you can always just finish that degree and go with GEM. if you don’t see yourself doing anything other than medicine then you will find yourself there. Maybe consider foundation year medicine, I’m not sure if they ever have it in clearing? It’ll be 6 years instead of 5 but again, you’re going to turn 25 anyway may as well be 25 and a doctor. You’re not alone with the anxiety that you feel, I’ve been sobbing for days over chemistry but what’s done is done

Reply 4

hey girl, I relate so much. Just know that you aren’t alone, and also it’s impossible to know now how we have done, so just got to try and trust that everything will work out. :smile:

Reply 5

i’m gonna resit if i don’t do well

Reply 6

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by ainaxxx
i literally keep crashing out because my predictions were first of all so abysmal that i couldnt even apply to med properly despite eating up the ucat
those grades and have been working the whole of year 12 like a dog so those grades acc hurt
btw it was cde respectively in bio chem maths
and predicted ccd
so yes, ik its disgusting but its like no matter how much ive tried over these two years its never paid off im even doing work now but this gutting feeling is ripping me apart
those grades have never bumped up.
pls tell me im not the only one
kills me more to know ppl lowkey didnt even try and got great predicteds like maybe they lied but hey
loads of my friends got insanely great predicted grades and got offers from top med unis like oxford, cambridge, imperial etc
and i only have anglia ruskin firmed for biomed
hoping it doesnt come to that and the insane work i keep doing pays off
i got tuition, paid for extra programs and did so so much its insane
i did ok at gcses like all 9s and 8s only a 3 7s ik that doesnt mean anything tho w/ alevels
since alevels started i started spiralling w my mental health but med unis dont care unless someone died like ur parents/ close family or if its u basically reviving from ur own death bed in these two years that causes u issues
just asking if anyone knows if theres anything i can do because i literally feel like theres no way out of this anymore and i genuinely dont want to do anything else in my life
but when i say i never wanna see a levels again i mean it
and i dont wanna pay the insane amount for an undergrad
literally dont know what the point of living would be if i dont get the grades to apply
ik thats excessive but i genuinely dont know what ill do

hey youre not alone in this, and its so easy for other people to tell you it will be okay when it feels like everything is falling apart, but it actually will be okay. youll get to where you want to be eventually, it might just be down a path you didnt expect

Reply 7

I probably won't go to biomed as it is so generic and in the chance you don't get into med your prospects are much thinner. I do know people who got C's and D's and B's in some of their A levels and have moved on to Med, so it can definitely be done. A course I recommend is called cardiac physiology, they are in demand, provide you with lots of placement in a variety of clinical settings (in clinics, wards, cath labs) and good job prospects and pay, so it is a good option to propel yourself into med with experience or take the career path if you don't decide to go into med.

Reply 8

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by KiDAsia
I probably won't go to biomed as it is so generic and in the chance you don't get into med your prospects are much thinner. I do know people who got C's and D's and B's in some of their A levels and have moved on to Med, so it can definitely be done. A course I recommend is called cardiac physiology, they are in demand, provide you with lots of placement in a variety of clinical settings (in clinics, wards, cath labs) and good job prospects and pay, so it is a good option to propel yourself into med with experience or take the career path if you don't decide to go into med.

omds thanks sm i keep hoping the exams went well and somewhwere i feel like i might lowkey pull it off on results day but im not sure tbh so i really wanna have a back up because that second voice in my head keeps giving me nightmares of failing miserably and then becoming homeless even tho thats not how it works

Reply 9

guys yall are so great! i love yall sm i really hope it all works out and im defo rooting for u guys
UPDATE if u wanna on results dayyyy

Reply 10

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by ainaxxx
omds thanks sm i keep hoping the exams went well and somewhwere i feel like i might lowkey pull it off on results day but im not sure tbh so i really wanna have a back up because that second voice in my head keeps giving me nightmares of failing miserably and then becoming homeless even tho thats not how it works

Exactly always have a backup. That course is a very good backup and it’s not just a backup but actually provides you with clinical skills and experience that can be used in personal statements/cv and if you want to apply for work experience etc… set yourself up

Reply 11

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by KiDAsia
I probably won't go to biomed as it is so generic and in the chance you don't get into med your prospects are much thinner. I do know people who got C's and D's and B's in some of their A levels and have moved on to Med, so it can definitely be done. A course I recommend is called cardiac physiology, they are in demand, provide you with lots of placement in a variety of clinical settings (in clinics, wards, cath labs) and good job prospects and pay, so it is a good option to propel yourself into med with experience or take the career path if you don't decide to go into med.


Hi, I’ve firmed cardiac physiology and haven’t heard many talk about it tbh idk really know what I’m getting myself into although overall it seems interesting is there any advice or anything else you can tell me about it ? Thanks

Reply 12

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by Moon12”
Hi, I’ve firmed cardiac physiology and haven’t heard many talk about it tbh idk really know what I’m getting myself into although overall it seems interesting is there any advice or anything else you can tell me about it ? Thanks

Hey, essentially the course is training you to be a cardiac physiologist primarily through lectures and placements. Placements get longer and more frequent as the course progresses and depending on the uni, you may travel to different hospitals or stay at one (if you study in Swansea you will be travelling across the whole of Wales!). It is about learning the properties and pathophysiology of cardiac diseases, anatomy and how that applies to your job via placements. In first and second year, it will primarily be conducting ECG's, blood pressures, fitting and analysing holter monitors, exercise testing and spectating and helping in cath lab procedures. In 3rd year it will be primarily be conducting cath lab procedures, pacemaker implants, pacemaker follow up, exercise test leading and will set you a foundation to the entry level job. After the course expect to specialise in a variety of specialties

Reply 13

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by KiDAsia
Hey, essentially the course is training you to be a cardiac physiologist primarily through lectures and placements. Placements get longer and more frequent as the course progresses and depending on the uni, you may travel to different hospitals or stay at one (if you study in Swansea you will be travelling across the whole of Wales!). It is about learning the properties and pathophysiology of cardiac diseases, anatomy and how that applies to your job via placements. In first and second year, it will primarily be conducting ECG's, blood pressures, fitting and analysing holter monitors, exercise testing and spectating and helping in cath lab procedures. In 3rd year it will be primarily be conducting cath lab procedures, pacemaker implants, pacemaker follow up, exercise test leading and will set you a foundation to the entry level job. After the course expect to specialise in a variety of specialties


Ooohh okay this is very helpful so it seems like your set up to carry out one job what if I wanted a career pivot maybe into a non clinical role would I still be able to or would I have to do a conversation course or msc or something as this is interesting but idk if it’s what I want for the rest of my life

Reply 14

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by Moon12”
Ooohh okay this is very helpful so it seems like your set up to carry out one job what if I wanted a career pivot maybe into a non clinical role would I still be able to or would I have to do a conversation course or msc or something as this is interesting but idk if it’s what I want for the rest of my life

Yes, the course gives you a lot of transferrable skills. I’ve personally left the course already to pursue economics/finance degree and I leveraged cardiac physiology to get a job in a hospital and on my CV and I’ve managed to land 2 internships/work experience in my first year.

Nonetheless, I think it’s a great course. It may seem basic at first but it’s a fantastic career with great money and progression, I don’t think any other role apart from some other allied healthcare course like nursing and paramedic science, allows you to have such security and money.

Reply 15

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by KiDAsia
Yes, the course gives you a lot of transferrable skills. I’ve personally left the course already to pursue economics/finance degree and I leveraged cardiac physiology to get a job in a hospital and on my CV and I’ve managed to land 2 internships/work experience in my first year.
Nonetheless, I think it’s a great course. It may seem basic at first but it’s a fantastic career with great money and progression, I don’t think any other role apart from some other allied healthcare course like nursing and paramedic science, allows you to have such security and money.


Okay thanks this makes me feel better as some people have said to me that it trains you for one thing and that’s it. Also did you finish the course or leave during it. you mentioned that the pay is good compared to other allied health professionals but the jobs I’m seeing are the same like band 6/7 or is it the loccum that makes it great.

Sorry but also how hard is it to specialise and become BSE accredited by hard I mean competitive because as I’ve seen being BSE accredited holds more doors open

Reply 16

I'll put this very simply. I don't want to appear to be unhelpful or some kind of hater/eternal pessimist or anything similar either but when I see people who are so readily deterred from studying and pursuing medicine it automatically makes me question if they were ever serious about studying medicine in the first place.

I've encountered this theme from time to time in people who were originally determined to pursue a professional course which is known to be competitive to enter or difficult to complete. Coincidentally I have heard similar in people applying to join the armed forces or pursue other careers which aren't the type you just walk into. In talking with people the discussion basically follows the lines of: 'I wanted to do X, I did Y and and Z but...'

And then I hear the real answer, it usually appears right after the word 'but'. Something happened, some hurdle they encountered and that gave them a get out clause. I know all about this because when I was younger I fell back on a similar excuse and it limited my life in a huge range of ways and I don't mean for the better. People, especially young people who are barely out of A levels, should entirely avoid any kind of thought process which curtails the prism through which they view life. It's not helpful, it's not realistic and it certainly should not be encouraged.

Medicine is medicine. You will know if it is truly for you because you enjoyed every second of your work experience in any clinical environment to the point that you almost don't want to leave and you were buzzing about your experiences for days or weeks after. If medicine truly is your gig then the factoid of completely flunking your A levels would never deter you from it. Sure, you can work as a nurse, a midwife, a radiographer, a physiotherapist. Those are all very difficult and demanding roles which offer their own challenges and rewards, but they simply are not medicine. Not by any stretch of the imagination. Medicine is an entire other planet of content and detail in which you will bask, swim, travel and learn within. There is no game quite like it. No other course offers the same content, except through the odd peep through a window left ajar.

Exams sometimes go wrong for people on the day. It's a fact of life. But they are not the be all and end all of anything. There are lot of people who are hugely successful in life, even some of the top surgeons out there, who would happily admit they completely failed or messed up an examination or string of examinations at some stage along the line.

Anyway, if someone is now post A level at the age of barely 18-19 and thinks this is the end, it is not.

Your end goal remains the same, only your journey will be slightly different to that of others. That's ok: nobody's medical journey is the same as anyone else's anyway and it makes for a more varied profession at the end of it which is kind of the point of the whole process. The medical profession is supposed to reflect the variety of the population it serves.

If you still want to do this thing, and you truly do still want to come to Hogwarts and study our particular magic, you need to dust yourself off and get back in the saddle. You can then spend some time resitting your A levels privately OR you can take up healthcare work, learn a lot of things on the job in the real-world environment for a couple of years and then contemplate completing an Access course once you've got your head around adult life a bit and fully considered the challenge of taking on medicine as a mature student.

Either way, this is merely a bump in the road. It's going to add texture to your career, it's going to build your resilience and it's going to make you a better clinician by the end of it.

Reply 17

Original post
by ErasistratusV
I'll put this very simply. I don't want to appear to be unhelpful or some kind of hater/eternal pessimist or anything similar either but when I see people who are so readily deterred from studying and pursuing medicine it automatically makes me question if they were ever serious about studying medicine in the first place.
I've encountered this theme from time to time in people who were originally determined to pursue a professional course which is known to be competitive to enter or difficult to complete. Coincidentally I have heard similar in people applying to join the armed forces or pursue other careers which aren't the type you just walk into. In talking with people the discussion basically follows the lines of: 'I wanted to do X, I did Y and and Z but...'
And then I hear the real answer, it usually appears right after the word 'but'. Something happened, some hurdle they encountered and that gave them a get out clause. I know all about this because when I was younger I fell back on a similar excuse and it limited my life in a huge range of ways and I don't mean for the better. People, especially young people who are barely out of A levels, should entirely avoid any kind of thought process which curtails the prism through which they view life. It's not helpful, it's not realistic and it certainly should not be encouraged.
Medicine is medicine. You will know if it is truly for you because you enjoyed every second of your work experience in any clinical environment to the point that you almost don't want to leave and you were buzzing about your experiences for days or weeks after. If medicine truly is your gig then the factoid of completely flunking your A levels would never deter you from it. Sure, you can work as a nurse, a midwife, a radiographer, a physiotherapist. Those are all very difficult and demanding roles which offer their own challenges and rewards, but they simply are not medicine. Not by any stretch of the imagination. Medicine is an entire other planet of content and detail in which you will bask, swim, travel and learn within. There is no game quite like it. No other course offers the same content, except through the odd peep through a window left ajar.
Exams sometimes go wrong for people on the day. It's a fact of life. But they are not the be all and end all of anything. There are lot of people who are hugely successful in life, even some of the top surgeons out there, who would happily admit they completely failed or messed up an examination or string of examinations at some stage along the line.
Anyway, if someone is now post A level at the age of barely 18-19 and thinks this is the end, it is not.
Your end goal remains the same, only your journey will be slightly different to that of others. That's ok: nobody's medical journey is the same as anyone else's anyway and it makes for a more varied profession at the end of it which is kind of the point of the whole process. The medical profession is supposed to reflect the variety of the population it serves.
If you still want to do this thing, and you truly do still want to come to Hogwarts and study our particular magic, you need to dust yourself off and get back in the saddle. You can then spend some time resitting your A levels privately OR you can take up healthcare work, learn a lot of things on the job in the real-world environment for a couple of years and then contemplate completing an Access course once you've got your head around adult life a bit and fully considered the challenge of taking on medicine as a mature student.
Either way, this is merely a bump in the road. It's going to add texture to your career, it's going to build your resilience and it's going to make you a better clinician by the end of it.

i feel like how u explained it here massively pulled all of the stuff ive been swirling around altogether in one go

litch today i just finished my 3 days of paeds surgical work experience irl and im feeling that exact same thing u just explained and i felt this exact same way in year 12 when i did my neuro work experience irl
its the thrill of all the medicine, the ever - evolving scientific knowledge, the whole team work but also the life altering decisions, the triage, the adrenaline, the fact u never know what ur gonna see tmrw and everything in between
when i did the neurology wex it was ok i had an idea that surgery was better suited to me as a person rather than just being a consultant as im a sucker for hands on work things like doing henna and embroidery are just small examples of what i do in my own time that reflect these skills
the outpatient clinic and everything was everything to me too i loved talking to ppl but just that and wards 24/7 wasnt it for me but theatre literally had me jumping w joy
im honestly so so so happy from all of it
i learned so much

i feel like for medicine is it for me
i just know it
for this reason no matter what
even tho it takes yearrrrss and u get poorly paid and poorly treated
its moreover the fact its so much gratification in just knowing how u have acc changed a life
uve acc helped someone who was truly suffering
sure the same could be applied to all healthcare professions and teachers and so on
but they dont make the high stakes decisions they dont work in the adrenaline rushing everything spinning environment it seems insane and im sure ill have days like me going wtf did i get into
but at the end of it it was everything every single day of my wex i walked in buzzing w joy and left buzzing w joy too

like if u get it u get it
but i dont think ill do an undergrad
if everything goes to crap i pretty sure now
my backup will be declining all my offers for biomed and just applying to med w new projected grades and do loads of wex and get my driving license and go gym etc while re doing the alevels
as its a year for around £1200-ish instead of 3/4 years of £60 000 for something u might hate and not even wanna do
and a year of resitting as a gap year is much better rather than that insane cost to pay for physically and mentally
and in the grand scheme of becoming a surgeon one year is just really not that deep

hopefully it goes really well and better than i thought it did im slightly terrified tho
if it goes crap i resit if it goes well im still taking a gap year but just re-entering w the good grades
or ill try clearing

Reply 18

But then like I can’t get rid of the worry in my head that I’ll fail miserably and if I fail once what’s making me not fail again

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