A year ago I did my GCSE and did really well. But then when I moved to sixth form (a new school; my old school had no sixth form), I realised I hated it, so I moved to another sixth form, which I hate as well, but at least I have my friends here. I also worked for the first 4 months of form, and I have a lot of afterschool activities. I tried really hard to understand the content, and I struggled, plus my mental health has been so bad this whole year, and one of my loved ones got diagnosed with cancer, and I had to visit them, which ate into two weeks of school. Plus, my mocks were in March, which I did really bad in because I was struggling mentally so bad that I just couldn't revise. I told the teachers about me struggling, but they did nothing, and I feel angry and disappointed in myself. I have tried really hard. I feel like if I revise enough in the holidays, I might be able to save my grade, but our teachers say they cannot change our UCAS grade anymore. I am literally struggling with everything in my life, and I can't handle it. I dont know what career to choose ( i always wanted to do medicine but i know i wont be able to do it and i think i was kind of being pressured to do it) ; I am struggling with my faith ( i am a muslim and i left my islamic school cause no sixthform and have been stuggling to pray and read quran plus i am a hijabi which makes me feel like i am decieving people because i am struggling with my deen) ; I am struggling with PTSD; I am struggling with my grandma's cancer diagnosis; i am struggling with loosing weight; I am literally going deaf; I am struggling with my grades; I dont know whether to take a gap year or not plus if i do how am i going to find work; i genuienlly miss my old school it was my safe space and everyone felt like family even the other year groups and teachers and my classmates; i have lost my confidence; I have learnt a lot of people hate me and are talking behing my back (but thats the least i could care for, but when the girl who knew this told me at the time i actaully got really shocked and started crying, they were making fun of me for asking questions when i didnt understand. and now I stopped putting my hand up altogether). plz someone help me get my life back together im also struggling with alot of other things but yh i have already written so much,