BLOG.

This is a blog because idk how to comprehend all the emotions
For context I'm a brown girl whos got life360 at the big age of 20 at a medical school for third year and I feel like my overbearing mother is holding me back from doing anything
To put into perspective I only got Whatsapp at 17 and my other social media when i moved into uni at 18
I am also a Tiktoker now (ironic ik) and recently I am getting invited to events etc during the summer which I couldnt go to cuz my parents didnt want me in london away from them and my Tiktok is growing fast
I also own a tutoring business
My curfew is 5pm when I'm at home
That is to say I'm only allowed to hang out with my friends once every two weeks and if I ask for anymore my mother will rage
And we dont even need to get onto the topic of clothing (I have a whole stash hidden at uni)
Honestly feel like I'm living a split life rn - I have a burner phone that I bought from the money I made from tutoring and tiktok that has recently got broken
To add to the drama I have a bf who is the sweetest guy ever and I have been with secretly since I was 18 (nearly 3 years soon) but when I'm at home my mother is too much for me and since I can't take out the anger on her I take it out on him and sometimes this happens at uni too
To be completely open I don't go clubbing that often I'm not really a clubber but most of the time hanging out with friends at uni runs into 1/2am anyway which I need my burner phone for now
I also don't drink because I hate the hangover and i'm too busy for that now