My school hates me

This is just a rant but I’m actually so ****ed i need to get this off my chest. I’m a y13 and my school has done me so dirtyyyyyy with my timetable im so upset. They’ve taken away the majority of my frees and put them in such awkward places idek anyone there I’m all on my own. And i have so many more studies now which wouldn’t be a problem if the staff werent the literal worsttttt. Every 5 secs they scream UMMM STUDENTSSSS WE NEED SILENCEEEEEE. Like bro you’re literally the loudest in the room. There’s only like 20 ppl and we speak at a whisper or even quieter so every time they scream im more distracted than by the actual students. I end up being more productive in my frees than studies because i can go to the library which is actually quiet and sit with people in the same classes or even go on a computer which for some dumb reason isn’t available in the study rooms like how am i even meant to print. The worst bit is my week b tuesday. I dread it sm. why do I have a study, 2 frees and then 2 studies. WHY AM I HEREEEEE?!!?? I take the train to school btw so i wake up ridiculously early to barely make it on time but I’m going through all that effort to teach myself. Why am I actually going in it makes no sense? Then they cram me with double lessons everyday as if they have no room. They couldve at least put my free last so I could go home before all the other schools in my area and actually sit on a peaceful train but noooooo they hate me for some reason. I actually need to know what they were smoking when they wrote my timetable cause I’ll need the same stuff to survive this. And before you guys say oh she’s being dramatic and u survived gcse with no frees do 18hrs of math every fortnight and then go home on a delayed train cause one of the boys for the neighbouring school broke the train door and get home at 8pm and THENNNNN YOU CAN JUDGE ME.

This is just a rant but I’m actually so ****ed i need to get this off my chest. I’m a y13 and my school has done me so dirtyyyyyy with my timetable im so upset. They’ve taken away the majority of my frees and put them in such awkward places idek anyone there I’m all on my own. And i have so many more studies now which wouldn’t be a problem if the staff werent the literal worsttttt. Every 5 secs they scream UMMM STUDENTSSSS WE NEED SILENCEEEEEE. Like bro you’re literally the loudest in the room. There’s only like 20 ppl and we speak at a whisper or even quieter so every time they scream im more distracted than by the actual students. I end up being more productive in my frees than studies because i can go to the library which is actually quiet and sit with people in the same classes or even go on a computer which for some dumb reason isn’t available in the study rooms like how am i even meant to print. The worst bit is my week b tuesday. I dread it sm. why do I have a study, 2 frees and then 2 studies. WHY AM I HEREEEEE?!!?? I take the train to school btw so i wake up ridiculously early to barely make it on time but I’m going through all that effort to teach myself. Why am I actually going in it makes no sense? Then they cram me with double lessons everyday as if they have no room. They couldve at least put my free last so I could go home before all the other schools in my area and actually sit on a peaceful train but noooooo they hate me for some reason. I actually need to know what they were smoking when they wrote my timetable cause I’ll need the same stuff to survive this. And before you guys say oh she’s being dramatic and u survived gcse with no frees do 18hrs of math every fortnight and then go home on a delayed train cause one of the boys for the neighbouring school broke the train door and get home at 8pm and THENNNNN YOU CAN JUDGE ME.

Your situation is tough but I don't think the timetable was intentionally done to diss you. It can be tricky to balance times for lessons, frees and other activities.
If you are in a difficult position, you should speak with your teachers or someone in authority. Maybe your lessons could be modified to allow you to leave early.
Good luck

Yh i’m def gonna have to have a meeting to at least get my studies moved because I get home so late I can’t even revise at a reasonable time of day and then have to get up early. I had to move house because the landlord moved us out so i’m just way too far now. Also gonna push to get my license and drive to school instead because the train just aint it. It’s just rlly tough and draining rn 🥀