I apologise in advance for this rant...
I'm just about to start my 3rd year doing a biology undergraduate degree. Last year I achieved a low 2:1, but the majority of the final grade will come from exams in this upcoming year.
2:1 is by no means a bad result, but I know I can do better! In all my untimed, open book essays I get very good feedback, and my tutors have expressed that they expect me to end up with a strong 1st. But when it comes to exam essays, I suck. I always get a 2:2 and it drags my grades down.
I always procrastinate until a few weeks before the exam and am very unprepared. This is mostly because studying gives me major anxiety. I get extremely anxious and can't enjoy anything (like I'm miserable for the entire term leading up to my exams). I can never sleep the night before, and when I start the exam my mind goes blank for at least 15 minutes. Everyone else is already furiously typing and I can't even understand the question yet. I also write slower than anyone else I know, both in terms of how fast I can think and how fast I can type. My mind goes blank and I can't remember anything. It just sucks in all possible ways. Then I end up getting emails from my tutors about how they "expected more from me" and "I should do better" and I just want to scream at them that exam essays are nothing like the essays I write during term, open book and untimed. I'm amazing at essays when I work at my own pace, and terrible in exam conditions.
I know I need to study more, that's a given. And I know I need to practice writing timed essays and making essay plans as part of my revision. But are there any other tips anyone has? How do I increase my thinking and writing speeds efficiently? How do I manage my anxiety? How do I memorise facts without being bored out of my mind?