i apologise if i was unclear or left out any relevant information, my goal wasnt to be evasive or deflective in any way, i just wasnt aware what information would be relevant. in short, i recieved a D E in a levels and an M, i took a gap year to rectify my situation by doing two humanities. my previous set of qualifications were stem subjects. i have a year before i have to find accomodations elsewhere, and preferrably that would be at a university. im looking to apply for history, and i have until 2027 for a contextual offer application at most places. for those two reasons its preferrable i only spend a year, although two may be possible. truly, im sorry if ive caused any confusion, and im very grateful for your support.
As for the btec, i was under the impression that it was equivalent to a C grade, and pretty much everywhere ive looked online supports that conclusion (heres a very recent link from TSR
https://www.theuniguide.co.uk/advice/clearing-results-day/btec-results-day-what-to-expect). is there some nuance that i havent fully understood? i understand that its not a perfect equivalence, but i didnt think the difference was that significant.
When i originally posted the question, i was deeply conflicted about the choice, and i felt i had strong arguments to go either ways. i had already understood reasonably well that it would be a very heavy workload, and so when you proposed arguments i had considered, i argued contrarily. i again apologise if me playing devils advocate had given you the feeling that i was neglecting your advice or looking for blind reassurance, i truly was just weighing pros and cons and was interested in your defence. the universities im looking to apply to are all within AAB-BBB, so having a C seems like a critical flaw. this is pretty much the only thing eating at me, and i already know its going to cause me anxiety throughout the entire year. i cant see a reason for going to university at all if its not to one of atleast reasonable renown, and if my application is futile then i cant justify spending so much on taking these A levels privately, either to myself or to my parents who are paying for some of it. id love to know your thoughts, and again im sorry for causing any hardship