Hi, I am currently a year 3 medical student and I have come to a strong realisation that I definitely do not want to become a doctor, and that I will not enjoy working in the medical field. I feel like I have wasted 3 years, and I am unsure if I should even bother re applying for the course I initially wanted to take (Computer Science) before I was persuaded to take medicine by my brown parents.
My A Level grades are not great (ABB in bio, maths, chem) but I was able to get into medicine via a contextual offer through a widening access program. I genuinely believe that I would enjoy taking on a computer science course but my parents really wish for me to finish my medicine course first. The problems I have with this are:
- The last 2 years of my course are entirely placements at hospitals and I know that I will not enjoy these at all, and it will be incredibly taxing for me to try and push through
- I waste another 2 years, and by the time I reapply for another course I will have reached the age of 25 (much older than any starting peers)
What I was planning to do was to retake my maths and chem A levels, as I recognise that computer science generally has a higher grade requirement than what I currently have - but as it has been a long time since I studied these subjects I do not know if I will be able to take these exams to the best of my ability UNLESS my parents actually allow me to drop out of med school to study for these and the TMUA
TLDR; I am a year 3 med student, I hate the course and dont want to be a doctor but want to switch to computer science - what do I do
Any advice would be greatly appreciated as I really dont know what to do moving forward 👍