For a bit of context I'm a new year 12 student and am a volunteer in the emergency department at my local hospital. For the most part I've really enjoyed it, the patient interaction and knowing I'm supporting the NHS and the people who I've worked with. I've been a patient at this very hospital and that's what got me into the idea of a clinical career. But I keep seeing so many failings and things what aren't done properly and it's slightly putting me off the idea of a healthcare career and makes me really feel for the human side of healthcare, how the patients feel and the conditions there in. I know the NHS is not in a great place but here's some of the things I've seen: Elderly dementia patients being left confused and wondering round the department, Bodily fluids not being cleaned properly. Trust protocol not being followed as it should for health and safety. I still absolutely love it but I'm not as passionate as what I used to be. I have a good relationship with the volunteers coordinator but I don't know how to approach her about it. I also work alongside two other volunteers who are retired NHS staff which are very experienced. What can I do as I don't want to loose my future career goals or be affected personally thinking about the patients welfare in my own time.