Should I Go to My Friend’s Party?

I’ve been invited to a birthday party for an old school friend of mine. I thanked my friend’s guardian, who is arranging the party, when they first told me about it. More recently, they asked me to save the date in my calendar.

This family has been there for me during a very difficult time in my life, when I lost someone very close to me, and I’m truly grateful for their support.

However, I honestly don’t want to go. It’s not about my friend, but rather about my own insecurities and past trauma related to school. I had a very tough experience back then, and even as an adult, it still haunts me.

I’m afraid that attending the party could trigger really painful memories. I worry it would take a serious toll on my mental health, affect my work, and disrupt my daily life.

With all of this in mind, and considering the kindness the family has shown me, I’m torn. Do you think I should still go?

I don’t mean this in a self-centred way, I just want to explain why I feel hesitant about attending.

Any advice?

Reply 1

Dunnig Kruger

Go.

Live life for your own approval. You should get self approval by doing the right thing and you behaving in the correct way towards people that have behaved in good ways towards you.

And you should make it a habit that you face down your fears. As your life will be better when you get into this habit.

It is so cut and dried that you should go that it's not worth spending any more time debating with yourself whether you should go or not. Just go.

And aim to spread some sunshine and happiness to the hosts and other guests when you go.

Your school is in the past. Leave it there. Live for today, with one eye on setting up tomorrow to be another great day too.

Reply 2

Moonbud

You can tell your freind you can't make it and explain truthfully why I'm sure he/she will understand. But I have learned from time that I should have gotten up to dance more often. Maybe you can seek therapy ( not to be rude I go to therapy for my anger and trust issues its nothing to be ashamed of )

Reply 3

Anonymous #2

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