I feel like everything is falling apart...
I just turned 18 so yea whole life ahead and all but honestly i feel so useless I am doing this stupid degree I dont like i dont want to drop out cause i wanna try and do grad dent and my grades were not good so this is just the best way to get their
I thought things were looking up I found someone who was pretty cool i thought i was beginning to like them as well but obviously no they literally tried to pawn my off to their friend who isnt even my type and well the guy he likes my friend and she likes him back so that will probably happen soon as well
idk i feel like i just need to vent
its just never me like idk am i ugly am is my personality just that bad ik u cant help who u like but nothing is looking up like im pansexual to make it worse so does no one want me like what the actual hell
this isnt the first time either maybe 4th time why is there always someone better is it so bad i want someone idk i know im 18 but i havent had a kiss a hug i dont even have a best friend
its just so terrible i thought i would be able to put up with it cause i was starting uni and i was going to get away but i could leave home for uni so i commute cant afford to move into accom so i cant even go out like other ppl do i just thought things would be different but they are even worse at least before i had dentistry to look forward to but thats ruined to i feel like a disappointment and so stupid ik i need to get over the fact i missed the grades but i worked so hard barely slept and ate and 4 what
I just wanted 3 things to be a dentist get married and have kids but it doesnt look like thats happening how could so much change in a year at least i was close to achieving the dentistry goal now i have gone back so many steps
I thought things were looking up I found someone who was pretty cool i thought i was beginning to like them as well but obviously no they literally tried to pawn my off to their friend who isnt even my type and well the guy he likes my friend and she likes him back so that will probably happen soon as well
idk i feel like i just need to vent
its just never me like idk am i ugly am is my personality just that bad ik u cant help who u like but nothing is looking up like im pansexual to make it worse so does no one want me like what the actual hell
this isnt the first time either maybe 4th time why is there always someone better is it so bad i want someone idk i know im 18 but i havent had a kiss a hug i dont even have a best friend
its just so terrible i thought i would be able to put up with it cause i was starting uni and i was going to get away but i could leave home for uni so i commute cant afford to move into accom so i cant even go out like other ppl do i just thought things would be different but they are even worse at least before i had dentistry to look forward to but thats ruined to i feel like a disappointment and so stupid ik i need to get over the fact i missed the grades but i worked so hard barely slept and ate and 4 what
I just wanted 3 things to be a dentist get married and have kids but it doesnt look like thats happening how could so much change in a year at least i was close to achieving the dentistry goal now i have gone back so many steps
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You still have plenty of time. You are on a good track, at least you are going towards the career you've chosen.
As for love life, you are still young and have plenty of time. First kiss with a random person is not significant. It is better to be with someone you have real feelings for (not even talking about more serious stuff). Kids just getting mature enough for relationship at your age so it is completely fine. You will find someone when they mature and ready for a real relationship. Some people just not built for a random short term relationship, which is fine.
Wishing you the best.
Kathy.
As for love life, you are still young and have plenty of time. First kiss with a random person is not significant. It is better to be with someone you have real feelings for (not even talking about more serious stuff). Kids just getting mature enough for relationship at your age so it is completely fine. You will find someone when they mature and ready for a real relationship. Some people just not built for a random short term relationship, which is fine.
Wishing you the best.
Kathy.
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