Baes help. I'm a senior and I have just been feeling really done with school, I have always disliked school but I've been relapsing into my middle school era level of truancies.
School isn't hard for me and I keep up with my work and earn A's and B's in my classes. My thinking is that, if I go to school then I lose 7 hours of my day, then I go to work and lose 6 more, then U come home and do homework for maybe an hour. Then it's time for bed if I am feeling responsible. Meanwhile, I just think that I have the resg of my life to suffer a soul-grinding routine. Why nit enjoy my last year of being abke to mess around with little to no consequences?
Still, my counselor pesters me about my attendance and I know that I need to do better and that it would be good to end the school year on a strong note.
Tbh, I've been depressed my entire life with no treatment and lately everything has just been feeling pointless and overwhelming. I've tried waking up earlier. I've tried revamping my morning routine. My attendance was at it's best this year when I made myself a triple shot esspresso cappicino each morning before school. But that would leave me shaky and tired my last two blocks.
I can't be the only one who feels this way. How do you guys get through everything? Any suggestions on how to power through these last few months of hs?