I’m near the end of the first semester of my first year, studying computer science. I basically have no idea what’s going on. I don’t know if it’s because I was out of education for two years, the subject just disinterests me, or something else — but I don’t care about what I’m “learning” (teaching myself).
I generally love to learn, read a lot of books and am intellectually curious.
Should I change degree next year? I really wouldn’t want the same thing to happen; I don’t know if the root is that I don’t have the motivation to be a student again, or if the subject itself is the problem.
What I’m doing just doesn’t excite me remotely.
Other than that, life at uni is insane. I’ve met some amazing people, got my business up and running, and am learning a bunch of new stuff alone. It’s the perfect balance between independence and some vague structure to keep you on the rails. Just the studies are utterly abysmal.